Today feels worse than it did five hours ago. THIS IS NOT THE TRAJECTORY I WAS VOTING FOR, DAY.

I want to say things but I don't want to have said them: My autobiography.

And I don't mean in the content-oriented sense, where I have specific, actual things I want to say that are important in themselves and carry, like, denotative weight. I mean it in terms of the act itself. Like, I want to commit the act of speaking (well, writing), but I ( Read more... )

I feel like I want to crack my ribs open and rinse out all my insides. I wanna take a big breath and scream real loud and then just get in a car and turn the radio all the way up and drive and drive and drive, west until I hit emptiness, and darkness and there's no one but me on the road. I want nothing between me and the wind. And when I get to ( Read more... )

Hey guys ( Read more... )

I hate making posts like this, because I always feel terrible afterwards, but it's gotten to the point where I literally cannot have a conversation with anyone without trash pouring out of my mouth. An effluence, as it were. So I'm just going to put it here once and be done done done with it: No more bitching. For the rest of the year, no more ( Read more... )

As mentioned in the previous post, I'm off to go roadtripping and camping and Habitat for Humanity-ing in Montana (and Utah) in...two hours, I guess! One of these days I'll be asleep at 5am and it will be glorious.

Anyway, if for some reason you are very bored, I will be Twittering Tweeting (I knew that looked wrong!) during the trip. My Twitter ( Read more... )

Hello, lovelies! Just popping in because I won't have regular Internet access for a while and I feel like I should be taking advantage of it right now. But I'm too busy and too tired and that makes me too sad to adequately contemplate.

No, seriously, it was the weirdest thing. I went to a computer lab to finish typing up my final final paper ( Read more... )

1. I felt really proud of myself because I was listening to modern music and being like, with the times and such. Then someone told me that the song came out in 1996. /O\ I just saw the live version of Rocky Horror Picture Show this past Saturday, okay--I'M DESTINED TO BE SEVEN MILLION YEARS BEHIND POP CULTURE AND somewhat not really okay yes I ( Read more... )